It's so COLOURFUL!!

I am wearing a pink, I have a new toy - piglet, was a gift from Ben last weekend. Our ROM theme - pink, lilac, purple...The main thing is still, my HAIR! I went for colouring today and the lady was so nice to do my hair from 830pm to 11pm.it looks like I've done the rebonding, too bad is late now, if not I will wanna walk around with this look, so pretty!! Total damage : SGD97, cheap as this is just a neighbourhood salon, did I mention Ben's hairstylist is Desmond from Le Salon. He charges SGD99 for guy haircut.*jaw drop*

I hope Felicia, my ROM make up artist will turn me to a pretty bride on Good Friday. Can't wait to collect my Ring Pillow tomorrow, is purple in colour. Chloe will meet me at Outram Mrt at 1800hours. After that, we'll be heading down to Orchard Delfi Fairy's Inc to collect our customised wedding bands, which engraved with elvish font. The first sentence is engraved on my band while the second sentence is engraved on his.

"fate, when two souls meet

marriage, when two becomes one"

Engagement Gift

This is a gift given by Ben 4 days before our wedding solemnization at Crystal Jade Restaurant, together with it there is this card written by him.

" It tells you not what you think it does, It only tell me how much I love you "

- Ben -

April 10th, 06

Solemnization preparation - location + Catering + Deco

Finally, we've decided to get Four seasons Catering Pte Ltd to cater the food for our guests on solemnization. The menu are
(A) Noodle / Rice - Kampung Fried Mee Siam
(B) Chicken - Four season Chicken
(C) Fish - Sweet & sour Fish Fillet
(D) Beancurd - Mixed Shrimp Beancurd
(E) Vegetable - Oyster Siao Bai Chye with Mushroom
(F) Deep Fried- Dynasty Chicken
(G) Extra - Braised Sea Cucumber
(H) Dessert - Sea Coconut with Sliced lemons
(I) Savoury - Steamed Crystal Dumpling
(J) Prawn - Crispy Prawn with Butter Milk
(K) Drink - Fruit Punch

I've seen their presentation, quite nice. Food looks and sounds tasty and is not halal, don't know for what reasons, some always tend to think that caterers with halal sign don't cook well, well, as for me, there isn't any muslim around. To update : My guests are Very Happy with the food - highly recommended!

Our location will be at Monterey Park Condominium, thanks to my lovely cousin brother and cousin sister-in-law, they are so nice to help us to book the function room. This is their new condo, they used to stay at a condo at Balmoral Road, we feel so paiseh as they haven't even hold the house warming party yet!

The feeling is different now...

I... am kinda down now. I am getting married and in my heart, I am very excited, that's for sure. I have no idea why am I feeling that way but I know, no matter what, I have to keep it to myself.

Today, I went to Cheryl's 1 year old birthday party. Don't really feel like elaborating more as I know, someone is updating or I should say broadcasting to the whole world how it has been.

Many things happened lately, maybe I shouldn't use "ed" as it is still happening. So stressing, and I actually broke down during the mass prayer on last Saturday. How embrassing... I really don't know how to let it out. Due to my last minute schedule changes, I didn't make it to the mass today. Oh god, please forgive me.

Can anyone tell me how to be a good girl, good daughter, good wife and a good furmama for Smoochie and Twistie. I have been spending time cleaning the house and working daily, I didn't really spend time combing my two little babies and I even changed my mind not to celebrate our 4th year anniversary when Ben actually asked me out for a nice dinner, only for the two of us. I must say I am very proud having Ben, he has been with me through all the ups and downs. Ben, I felt so bad for not hugging you much lately but I know, I know you will definitely say," is okay, baby.."

I am very tired, really tired of everything. I want to go back to the ward and visit my ex colleagues, I miss them, I wanna buy them cake, but I really can't afford to as I am very tired and my memory is so bad that I have to remind myself everyday the same old things.

My ROM date is really drawing near and there are still many things to be done, so many appointments to be made. The worst is, I am sick now! I can't even shop for items that needed.

See our little star !!!

This is how Cheryl looked like when she was only 1.5 months old, chubby right? I still remember I received this on my 23rd Birthday, which is on 21st May, please remember that, okay?





These photos taken during the CNY, see I promise I'll post some photos to show off her beautiful blouse and skirt bought by her mummy.

Now our little Cheryl is a big girl with all the pig tails! Hahaha, grandaunty tied for her and she enjoys a lot.

I am out of WARD 48

I'll be leaving my fellow colleagues soon, 10th will be my last day in the ward. I don't really great but too bad, I just can't stand working with that old woman. Actually, there are a few old women that I just can't work with.
I got reply approximately 2 weeks back, the NHC SOC nurse manager met me and we had a talk over the trasnferring matter. She is fine having me over soc and of cause, the happiest one is Ben, he always hope I can join his friends' outing, now I can because I won't be on shift working anymore, it will be a 9am-6pm working hours, Sat 9am-12noon for every third Sat. I'll be having breakfast with my little hubby every Sunday. =)

Working in Wd 48 is very very hectic, I feel bad for the rest, let's just hope the management can be better and give us(them) more staffs, we really can't work with only 4-5ppl each station at each shift!

My Valentines..

A very sweet guy booked a room in a hotel somewhere at Havelock Road on this day. Guess what, we had a wonderful dinner at Clarke Quay, strolling along the Singapore River, he popped the question while I was complaining of headache. "Do you still feel headache now?" at the same time showing me the ring which he bought a year ago. Of course my headache gone immediately! I remember very well that I was smiling and smiling and smiling, and he asked me," will you marry me?" that's it!! And I said ,"YES!"

I knew somehow he is going to propose to me, especially when he asked me if we wanna spend a night in a hotel. For the past 3 years, we didn't really celebrate V'day, of course this is the most memorable and the sweetest one.

Reunion Dinner at Steve's place

Need not explain more, I am just plain lazy to go through one by one, guess everyone is eating the same things at home. There are abalone, chicken, chinese sausages with leek, prawn, blah blah...actually more more more..I love Aunt Monique's mushroom with fa chai, not to forget, steve's sharkfin soup! Picture showing some of the dishes, did I mention this is the another table? YES there were 2 tables yesterday as 18 of us were eating together. I'll try to show more pics of Cheryl and ME in my new clothes.YES I just bought it a day before new year, finally! total damage of $100 for the dress. stop bugging me, I'll show pic, maybe tomorrow or day after.. I am still waiting for my little hubby to come back from Kluang. Baby, I miss u alot..

My new Haircut

See~! I am so ugly and I really hate lookin at myself at the mirror. I have to clip my hair everyday everytime I go out. Hate it!

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone..

Haha, I have so much to type as I've not rave or rant for few days. FYI, I was on night duties on 23rd-25th Jan. Sleeping day supposed to be a happy day for me as it was a start for my holidays, I don't have to work on 26th-29th, but need to work tomorrow and then off another 4 days. Kinda stupid roster right! Got the feeling the census is low, I am not gonna take MC for this. good me.

See these, I bought Cheryl some branded stuffs.I like the design and it looks sweet on her. But she is not wearing it today, her mum bought her more expensive stuff and guess what, she is taking her nap in her beautiful new year clothes, without the skirt! haha, only with her Nepia diaper.

I am going to show more pics.

A good Sunday

That's me and my locker behind, no.68 After 1.5 years, finally got to have my personal locker. What can I place inside? Shampoo! Shower form and of cause for my sandals. Yes! I wear sandals with my uniform, I know I am not suppose to do that but well.. just can't be bothered. Met Ben after work to Chinatown. It has been some time didn't go shop with him. We didn't buy anything today as I'll be going to Chinatown again with papa, mama, Nat, Margaret and our little precious, Cheryl. Was thinking that we can take photos for Cheryl but the time we were suppose to meet, she was a sleeping beauty at June's place. Cutie pie, auntie Diana saw a OshKosh romper, very cute but afraid this little princess can't fit into it, let's see if you can wear this coming thursday, auntie Diana will get it for you.


Also saw bak kua, lots of them today, Ben just too lazy to Q at Lim Chee Guan, I personally think that the Q today wasn't long, guess I can only eat it at Keng's place.



I saw RICKY from ASD today! At Chinatown Point. Had a nice chat with him and I forgot to introduce myself! ArrGGhh. Bought 2 Rapid Tag from them, something interesting to share with you guys, this tag is like a size of a child's palm, but after writting something onto it and place it in a toaster oven for 5 min, it SHRINKS! Yes it shrinks and will become a size of a 50 cents coin. Total damage for 2 is $24. Not cheap!!

After few hours walk, coffee, kaya toast, tea, black seasame paste (zhi ma wu) and lovely ice mango pamelo sago, we got home by cab at around 1930hours.

I've got my PR

Okay okay, I know is nothing big deal, but for a lazy people like me, is not easy for me to go through this, imagine the Q at ICA and I went there so many times to get my form completed, took photos for 2 times, another trip for IC application and now, another 3 more days to go, I'll be getting my IC with my chubby face on it. Frankily speaking, I don't really like the look of me, too bad, I am just too lazy to take another one. .

Good news! Received call from IRAS today telling me that they will refund me the $. Hahahaha, noone will believe that I actually paid $3k for my income tax last year! But now the money is back to my account, how come? Because "we are the champion..." *slap* I am a PR of Sg okay! Please congrats me.

Today is my rest day, I bought news paper and saw Furla is having CNY sale. Feel bad as I really don't have any spare time for it. Come to think of it, this lazy chap chai also hasn't buy any new year clothes for this year, luckily I still have a pair of new pumps in the box, take it as my new year shoes then, but, is out of fashion, really don't feel like wearing it, I am still having the same old look, didn't perm and colour or even cut my hair. I just don't feel good at all.

While getting my lunch at Plaza 888 this afternoon, I went to see a GP for some anti-obesity drug, so chim, is Panbesy la. 15mg is not sellable and this GP wrote me a prescription, guess what, I paid $5 for that. I am now 51.9kg, he said in order to have my BMI at 20, I have to be 46kg, let's see the magic Panbesy can make. Will update my weight in another 2 weeks times, please exclude today, as I have not start taking it.

Bluetooth is lost! Ben couldn't find the device and I can't unload any photos taken before this, luckily the usb adapter for the camera is still around, see, so many photos uploaded here. Hope Juliana is having it, really don't feel like spending so much money for this thing. Talk about money, the price of the COE is so damn low till I myself feel like buying one, don't have to be too fancy, just a Vios is enough to cheer me up. Look at the price, no wonder so many accidents and the jam is killing whenever I take cab. Ben said, don't buy a car just because it is cheap, we can only have it when we need it, when? he said," when you have little chap chai then we will definitely have one." Oh man, that will be another 3 years at least.



ROM date is comfirmed on 14th April, location will be at Lakeside Condo swimming pool. We have not contact any JP besides David Loh so far, there is only 2pm slot left on that day, I am afraid it may be too hot for my guest, it will be a outdoor solemnization follows by buffet in the function room. PS also not confirmed, my MU and hairdo artist also not contacted. Our ring is still...in our heart..hahaha..My ROM dress is ready anyway but not his outfit, akan datang okay! I think we should just look at our 42" Plasma TV and stop updating my blog, because I am a bit stress now.

Lim LK the MF

I was scolded by some bitches today as I went for break for too long, discussing with my aunt in the tea room. While I was called to enter her room, I knew something bad gotta happen. Smart me! I went straight to my locker and took the transfer form which I've completed 2 days back. Right after her lecture, I handed in the form and told her I wanna transfer out. Well, feeling great as I know she will definitely grants me but I am crossing my fingers hoping there is vacancy over at Endo Centre. See, I rather see a**hole everyday than seeing her bl**dy face. Farewell to my fellow colleagues, hahaha...like real. Frankly speaking, so many buddies in the ward and this is always the reason I reluctant to go when I can actually asked for transfer after a year deploy to Onco ward. Most of the consultants are nice and I am quite happy working here. After the present of this LLK and my family problems, I should use the word commitment I think, I would like to have a fixed office hour, a 5-day work thingy. I love having off day on weekends and Ben enjoys having me, sitting next to him at the foodcourt/kopitiam, having our coffee and tea, reading news paper till late morning. That's what we will do over the weekend, provided I am off. Whenever his friends ask him out, Ben likes me to tag along. We love to go shopping together and lazying on our couch...."weekend I am lazy...ahhh...don't you wanna save me..." So sad that I unable to make it to Powei's new house to see his new born baby girl. I missed the house warming and now I miss his girl's full month party.

When I told Ben about the matter happened in the ward this morning, Ben said I should have just told her off " YES, I do not intend to stay in nursing as I will be a tai tai at home!" This bitch said I got no conscience making my colleagues busying around and I happily enjoying my break in the tea room when I actually discussing something important with my aunt over the phone. This bitch is a VIRGIN who only has a mum as her next of kin, what does she know about FAMILY? I have no regret being rude to her today and I won't even bother if she wanna counsel me, because I can't be bothered! I love nursing and enjoying having my patients but this is the bitch that ruined up everything, even asked me to quit nursing! If only my supervisor is mentioning it, I will definitely tell the truth! Bitch, be glad I did not take MC that day, all I was asking is just to have my shift changed and Jaq agreed with it, what's ya problem! Feeling so good that I came home today and cooked something simple but nice to Ben. Wondering? Is German sausages! Stefie came to Sg before X'mas from Germany, remember my birkenstock? haha.. She brought us lots of sausages and I tell you, Voila~! I only put them together with the rice and that's it! I love german food! I got the pork knuckles today as well as some pickle for myself, still waiting for my little chap chai to come back so we can have dinner together. Oh, and I am his little Tuu Bak, means pork la! *bite*

Let's stop mentioning about this LLK and food, I am considering hiring a permanent maid, to look after my furkids and Cheryl. Yes they will be coming back here staying with us soon. Mostly after CNY, I hope everything will be over soon. Millions of kisses to Cheryl and Hugs to Nat. *sob sob*

Ki Pa & Ki Ma to be

Our little Cherly is 9 months old now. So cutie pie and Ben and I are thinking of taking her as our goddaughter, well, is a bit sudden actually, we didn't mention about it as we know she will be loved by many others and there are already some couples wanna be her godparents. There isn't any ceremony done for it so far, so Ben and I are shopping around for some gold chain or things like that as we were told that if want it to be "official", we have to get it for her.Haha, soon enough, maybe we will announce during CNY and we will be official Ki Pa and Ki Ma. Suddenly Ben said I watch too much Kind spiritual, the zheng qing. Hahaha, as they like to break the news during gathering. As I am discussing this at the same time while typing, my little Ki Pa thought I was talking about our wedding, his face turned red after telling him he has think too much. He keeps calling me laupoh laupoh nowadays esp. he wants me to get him food, from ice-cream to kaya bun. He is so sweet! Besides, he keeps saying he wants a son and wanna teach him how to play guitar, oh yah, did I mention he plays guitar everyday nowadays? He mentioned a lot about our future lately too. I have this feeling, very special feeling, he loves me more and more now. In the past, I never have this type of feeling, I've always been thinking, I am the one who love him more than he does but now, the happiness I have right now is.... *speechless*

Love my Papillio

Don't tell me you don't know what is papillio!!! I finally got my birkenstock sandals from germany, I really love the sandals and I really have a few now in my wishlist, Ben is going to kill me!! Hahahaha, look at the price and tell me you won't buy it, so cheap! but too bad I am still waiting the refund from Baumhouse, hopefully can get the money asap. Thanks baby for the X'mas gift, don't forget my LV too please? Ben was asking if I willing to replace my LV bag with Burberry Bag, well girls, tell me what to do? His office is just next to Burberry office and for sure he can get staff price for Burberry, but I was thinking to just walk in right now as they are having up to 40% off for selected items! God please spare me some time to spend my money!! Did I say I got bonus this month? Oh is not a lot as there is only 25%, I've taken the 75% in June. Everything must increase but not my weight, I am 52kg now and again my 2006 resolution- as slim as I can as I want to be a beautiful brides on Good Friday! I think I am forever a fat girl, oh no....

Oh yah, after the renovation, I am thinking of hiring a maid, but Ben afraid the maid will kill me or throw me out from the window, did you read newspaper, those maids nowadays are a bit...well... So part time maid has come into the picture, my ex agency, Firstcare is still my choice as .... I've paid the agent. Hopefully this time I can have a better one. Oh no, I think I still need to mop the rooms, with my laminte flooring, don't think I will let her damp mop and you know these aunties sometimes they just hack care.

Did I mention I ordered KFC and McDonalds more than 10 times in Dec? I hate delivery food now. I was so tired today after work and was asking Ben to have his dinner at foodcourt, as I know he doesn't like to pack home, he called me again when reached and asked me to join him, I refused and guess what, he came home with food!

Our lovenest..

Yes I know it has been some time I never update the blog but can't help it, I just too too too busy. Our lovenest is now ready, well, about 95%, some touching up here and there and tomorrow the Plasma TV will be here! So happy, if I have more time then I'll take some photos of our lovenest and I am definately gonna show off my L- shaped sofa as we really love the sofa so much so much! The kitchen has now got a total different look as well as our lovely rooms, I love the study room more than the masterbed room, maybe because of the colour, we call it the salmon room. Finally, we were staying in this house even during the renovation, thanks to my sis Nat and my mum for helping around when we were out working. Thanks to my baby Cheryl that cheering me up all the time and I can see this little one is growing!! The reno was killing and I swear I'll never go back to the same Interior Company, but for sure, we've learnt something and we'll definately have a better idea in how to decorate our place next time. Oh yah, we'll most likely staying here for approx. 5 years, maybe after having our first offspring and shift to other estate. We are now planning for our future, I've never felt so happy in my whole life, I can see this man concerning about me alot, so much more than before and I was so touch to hear that he misses me so much this morning after having a mightmare yesterday, he dreamt that I've sacrified for him and left him a note,"today is a perfect day, at least I've finally done something for you...." I could see some tears in his eyes and I hugged him and told him," you know I'll always be here with you, no matter what.."

Ben keeps telling me about our future these days, he wants to have our wedding bands customade as soon as we could so that we can see our rings, maybe I should find one day to go Delphi with him. We are even planning to buy a car maybe in June or Dec, we did discuss about "how mobile" he will be after having a car, you know guys like to be night owl, well, I like to be one too, but I am so glad that he told me he is a homely man, I actually don't need him to tell me this, we've been together for so long, staying together, I know him too well. Most importantly, we are very frank to each other and I think most couple should be like this, at least you know whenever there is a problem, both parties willing to talk about it. I am glad I have him.

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